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Sunday, April 10, 2011

Unexplained

My sister told me she felt like she was being stabbed multiple times during school today , it scared  me  but I did not know what to tell her, then my sister said she had a dream that she was stabbed in the back again creepy it made me remember a whole bunch of stories my family told me when we still lived  together , they told me that there houses were always hunted almost ass if the ghost fallowed them around , not all people believe in ghost I know that but I do and with all these unexplained things going on I’m starting to think they were telling the truth ether that or someone put a curse on my family that's making us all crazy and paranoid. My dad and I hear voices and hear people calling our name, my sisters feel stabbed, my brothers say they can’t control their own mind and that someone keeps telling them to do things they shouldn't do. my mom is the only one that doesn't believe in any of it she tells us we are crazy and that she’s going to take us to a psychiatrist, I hate the psychiatrist they lie to much they say that what you tell them is private but I know it isn't because my parents would always know what I told them, that's violating my privacy. I try to find out what I have by researching  for different kinds of stuff with the same symptom's, I've looked for schizophrenia and other similar things but don't you think if I had any of those disorders I would not even consider them in the first place. Then theirs the extreme karma I have been getting I can’t do anything anymore without something bad happening afterwards. I plan to go to my friend’s house, my car gets messed up and I can’t go anymore. I want to go to school, I need to baby sit instead so that my parents can go to work, I plan to buy something I have wanted for a long time, and somebody needs the money so I don’t get to buy it again. I am so clumsy to I trip allot I can’t even walk strait I walk on a zigzag kind of way, my balance is worse I would not survive walking on a rope I would fall to my death . I don’t really know what’s going on and its driving me crazy I need to go to someone that mite be able to answer my question.

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